Monday, November 16, 2009

Perspective


Perspective
November 15, 2009
Mark 13: 1-8


Are we there yet? That is what I have been asking…like a kid on a road trip I feel as if I’m twiddling my thumbs – crazy excited to get where it is that we are going. I guess I’m just having a hard time being in the present. Thanksgiving is just around the corner, but its not here yet. And while Christmas decorations are already up in Brush and have filled the stores for over a month now it is not Christmas yet, it is not even Advent, our true time of waiting.
So what is today? What is the point of today? Or does that even matter? The world is telling us today is a shopping day…a day to start preparing for Thanksgiving if not for Christmas. Today is a day that we live for the future…but that doesn’t feel right either.

Last week my hope for our service on stewardship was that we would “take stock” of our resources. Particularly the work of our hands…how is it that God is calling us to use our hands to bring resurrection to the world. We read our stewardship scripture from the last book of the Bible, from Revelation 22 but this week its as if we are in a flash back. Last week we saw the new heaven and the new earth and the tree of life with the leaves for the healing of the nations – we saw the river of life and we heard that there was no more night, no more darkness and no need for a lamp or for the moon because God will be with us and will be our light at all times. The light of God shining evermore is the not yet…that for which we wait, that for which we work. For it is by the work of our hands in response to God’s call that we grow and strengthen and heal the love and light and peace and joy and hope that already exists in our world. As John the author of Revelation painted a beautiful picture of the kingdom to come we came face to face with the not yet of God’s promises. We know, we trust that we are on the road to a new heaven and a new earth – a place where there is no death or poverty or despair or pain – but as a parent repeats to the anxious child…no, we are not there yet.

Instead we are in world where we hear of shooting sprees in Texas and Florida. We are in a world where children are hungry and homeless, where racial, ethnic, religious and political divides and tensions lead not only to fear, hate and apathy but also acts of violence. We live in a world so full of war we don’t even remember that war is not only taking place in Iraq and Afghanistan but also in Israel, in Somalia, in India, in the Congo, in Columbia, and Uganda to name only a few. We live in a world that fears the environment – we are uncertain but afraid of the dangers of global warming, we worry as we hear of the rising number of hurricanes and the unexpected ones like Ida that made land this week. We are in a world where we hear daily about nuclear weapons in North Korea or elsewhere –

We look at the world and see pain and violence on a global scale but even closer to home we hear of abuse and violence, of death and suffering, of lost jobs and lost hope…

There are days that it feels like the whole world is crashing in around us…and we wonder…is it? Are we approaching the end times? Are these the trials – the birth pangs – that will lead us into a new world?

There is much speculation about this, especially since this weekend a new film was released, 2012…a film that uses the ancient Mayan understandings to predict the end of the world.

The movie has received much negative press for creating a culture of fear – seeking to cast itself not as fiction but as prophesy. The 2012 phenomenon is based on the Mesoamerican Long Court Calendar which counts days and cycles…Dec. 21, 2012 is considered the end of the 13th cycle – and therefore the end of the world as we know it. Scientist, Historians and Mayan scholars all argue this is a misinterpretation or misrepresentation of the Mayan understanding, but hey, it sells. Interestingly enough, those who made this movie also made Independence Day – a movie about the world ending due to alien invasion and the Day After Tomorrow (a movie about the world ending due to global warming). These people have figured out that “the end” sells…images of the statue of liberty crumbling at the force of a 20 story wave, pictures of land masses breaking apart, explosions, alien ships blowing up the white house, create enough fear and adrenaline in consumers that we cannot stay away.
But as people of faith we ask different questions, we have different expectations, different fears and different hopes. Last week we studied the true end…the end of the Bible – the last image of God and God’s people…and it was…beautiful. No death, no darkness, instead we saw rivers and trees and fruit and joy. This is the picture of the end that we as Christians look toward – the new heaven and new earth where wars have ceased, the hungry are fed, the outcasts welcomed, where hope has been realized. It is our happy ending…but depending on our perspective there is much between here and there…

This is what Jesus provides for his disciples in our text for today, perspective. Reading the 13th chapter of Mark sounds like a chapter out of Revelation but it is in the gospels it is in the middle of the good news of Jesus, but the tone of this chapter has received attention and even a nickname…the little apocalypse. Apocalypse means unveiling – contrary to common understanding it is not a prophecy or a foretelling of what will happen…it is the unveiling of a truth that already exists. Emily Dickenson once wrote that “the hope of the future is hidden in the present” and that is what I think of when I hear the word apocalypse…that somewhere in our world is the truth, the hope, the promise of what is to come. In our little apocalypse Jesus and the disciples are walking out of the temple and the disciples are in awe of the grand structure like rural folks first visit to the big city… “check out these stones and how tall these buildings are!” Jesus and the Disciples are right there staring at the massive structure of the temple that was rebuilt by King Herod. I imagine they were straining their necks, squinting their eyes as they stared up at this massive and beautiful structure. Like my first trip to New York City as a small child – I remember standing at the base of all those huge buildings – and feeling afraid – they cast shadows on the earth, and made me feel so small, so insignificant.

But when Jesus stands at the base of these structures he does not share my nor the disciples awe, instead he says;

"Do you see these great buildings? Not one stone will be left here upon another; all will be thrown down."

It must have been impossible for the disciples to realize what Jesus was saying. As they stared up at the temple and the other large buildings…how could they even fathom this same city in ruins? The buildings were so much bigger than them, and everything that was taking place in Jerusalem was built around and functioned with the support of these structures.

I can’t read this scripture without thinking of the World Trade Center…I picture the towering presence that I experienced as a child – and what they represented…those buildings were powerhouses, not only in steel and iron but in the institutional structures of our society – we trusted that they were strong and would endure…
And when I read Jesus’ words to the disciples I see those horrible images of flames and dust and rubble…

"Do you see these great buildings? Not one stone will be left here upon another; all will be thrown down."

On September 11 we all paused in shock and in fear and somewhere within us we asked…is this the end?
But in the days that followed something happened, something changed. Somehow through the dust and despair of that great tragedy, if only for a moment we saw the world differently – we gained perspective.

Have you ever experienced a shift in perspective like this?

You are looking around and everything feels larger than life, the obstacles, struggles, challenges ahead of you feel insurmountable. You stand beside a crisis or a worry and you feel so small, so weak, so powerless like an ant trying to navigate through our world. That is what the disciples felt at first, they stood among those huge buildings and they too believed that they were powerless, that the world around them towered over them…but then they gained perspective. Jesus saw them looking up with awe and fear and trembling at these buildings and he said…no you are not seeing it right…come get a different view…and he took them to the Mount of Olives so that they were looking at the buildings from a distance, and they looked different – smaller, limited, especially in contrast to the expanse of land and sky that surrounded them. Just like the images on the powerpoint…both of downtown Denver but one the buildings tower over you, they are all there is, but in the other…there is sky, there are mountains, we are able to see that these structures are not everything. From a different view the disciples realized the possibility of what Jesus was telling them…these buildings will be thrown down…and when they could see the buildings in their entirety, and within the context of the wider world a few of them were able to take Jesus seriously and ask: when will this happen, how will we know, what will be the signs?

Jesus tells them this is not the question to be asking, in verse 32 he says:
‘But about that day or hour no one knows, neither the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father

We hear in this text that what is important is not the date but the perspective…
View matters. When we are standing at the bottom of the building and we can’t even see the top of it, or see around it, we are without hope. But when we change our perspective, back up a few steps or even a few miles we see that this moment, this challenge, this pain, this struggle has limits too, it might even be a bit smaller than we realized when we were at its base.

As Christians we have the blessing of the big picture if we allow ourselves to see it. Jesus was not trying to scare the disciples, nor is that the intention of any of our Christian apocalyptic writings – they are not there to frighten us into faith or to say to unbelievers, agree with me or else – they are there to give us perspective. Jesus was trying to tell the disciples, you may look at these buildings and think they will stand forever, you can put your trust in these structures believing that bigger is better but you are looking at it wrong. You are too close, you have to take a step back…and realize that these buildings will fall…all that you know will change, the things of this world that you put your trust in, that bring you feelings of safety and security will be destroyed…

And he was right. That temple did fall to the ground only 40 years later around the year 70. And with the destruction of the temple, the system of laws and sacrifices that was inherent in the structure of the temple ended…the way of life that they knew came to an end. But in an end there was a beginning. Mark, the first of the gospels was written right about this same time. Scholars disagree as to whether Mark was written before or after the temple was destroyed but either way…as the temple fell…our scriptures were created…

So what does this say to us, to our fears…to those images of buildings that we trust in, rely on, crumbling to the ground. I think we can take any building, any system and structure that we put our trust in and hear Jesus telling us

Not one stone will be left here upon another; all will be thrown down."

We have seen it happen, we saw it on September 11 and we learned from that tragedy that buildings do fall, stocks do fall, systems crumble…everything changes.
But this is not for us to fear. Being prepared for destruction is not about being right, judging others, nor is it living in fear or even looking for signs that destruction is coming…instead we learn from this little apocalypse and Revelation to seek a bigger perspective. To put our hope and trust in God and not on this world, not on buildings or institutions or systems or structures…all the worldly things that bring us feelings of safety will be destroyed…but this does not have to be bad news…as I said, it is gospel, it is good news

It is the good news that all those things that keep us from God, all those things that we put our faith in, all those things we trust will fall away and there will only be God. God is, God was and God will forever be.

We are to trust in God, put our faith in God alone, not on politicians, not on statues and buildings and structures…but on God and the promises of Christ for at the end of all that we know…there is God.

And so the question is not are we there yet, but where are we? Where are our hearts, our priorities our trust, our hope right now. This is a text about today - not in the future of the holidays, not in the fear of 2012, but today…Mark 13 does not teach us about tomorrow but gives us a wider view to live today. Amen.

-Rev. Selena A. Wright

Sunday, November 8, 2009

"Tree of Life"

Tree of Life
Revelation 22:1-5
Stewardship Sunday, November 8, 2009


Today is the 3rd week of our annual Stewardship Campaign. This week we have to make some hard decisions as next Sunday, Nov. 15 before our Thanksgiving Meal we will all present our pledges of what we will give the church in 2010. So lets not beat around the bush…this is a sermon about giving. You know it and I know it. The reality is that financially we are struggling, according to last month’s board report we are over $16,000 in the hole for our operating budget. And so the stewardship committee has done good work, hard work to reduce our budget 2% for the next year, and all the while they are still honoring the people and the ministries that support the church and they are bravely stepping out to do new things, to take risks and to trust in where the Spirit is leading us.


In the past few weeks we have heard the details of our budget which demonstrated the transparency of the stewardship committee – in that they want everyone to know the reality of our financial situation – the celebrations and the struggles…and while a budget is news…even a budget with all plus signs and no negatives is not the good news we come here to receive. We are here because of the good news of Jesus Christ, and so today I want you to think about this church and the good news of Jesus – what it has meant to you in the past, what it means to you today, what you hope for in the future – but also I want you to think beyond yourself, beyond this building, beyond this community…and hear what the good news of stewardship is for all people and how we are called to give, how we are called to participate, to contribute, to share.
Our scripture for our stewardship campaign has not been, lets say, traditional. The stewardship committee did not choose a safe scripture from the Old Testament about tithing the appropriate 10% of your income, nor did they select texts on storing your treasures in heaven and not on earth, or the most popular response of Jesus: give to Caesar that which is Caesar’s and to God that which is God’s – considering of course that all that we have is from God.


No our stewardship committee…the rebels that they are who often hold their meetings at Dairy Queen chose a scripture from Revelation. Sometimes when we hear about the book of Revelation we think of plagues and devastation, of weeping and gnashing of teeth, of judgment and rapture…now while that might be motivational for some folks, the stewardship committee does not think these are the end times, not at all. I don’t even think they thought of that as they chose this scripture because we are not a people of fear – we are a people of hope…a people of resurrection and that is truly what Revelation is about. That through struggle and pain, unpaid bills, anxiety, loss, and doubt… God is making all things new…
God is making all things new right now, not later, not once we get things straightened out, but now, right now, God is making all things new.


This is what we hear in our text and this is what we experience in our world. All around us there is pain and struggle, even our weather – while it has been beautiful the last few days – teaches of resurrection. We do not fear leaves falling, flowers dying because we trust that in the cold of winter…God is making all things new. And so a scripture from Revelation – the end – the story of the end, the end of our Bible is actually a beginning – as it is a picture of resurrection, an illustration of hope, a portrait of peace. John, the author of Revelation is retelling of his vision and that vision is of a world where God reigns, where there is no death or darkness, no poverty or oppression, no economic crisis, and no debates over healthcare. I want to say it is a world of joy and peace and love…but that is wrong it is not a world—it is our world that is full joy, life, peace, love, hope. The distinction is important because these things already exist, joy, life, peace, love, hope. We have experienced all of them and so this vision in Revelation is not totally abstract or unimaginable, it is the best of ourselves, the best of our world in full embrace of God…and while we are not there yet we stand in the liminal place of “already and not yet.” Already God is making all things new, already there is joy and love that is stronger than hate or fear or despair, already God is with us – but not yet do we all acknowledge God’s light, not yet have we ended poverty, not yet do we live in peace with all people, not yet do we see each person as a child of God…Already and not yet…
With this already/not yet mindset let us read our scripture again…


Then the angel showed me the river of the water of life, bright as crystal, flowing from the throne of God and of the Lamb through the middle of the street of the city. On either side of the river is the tree of life with its twelve kinds of fruit, producing its fruit each month; and the leaves of the tree are for the healing of the nations. Nothing accursed will be found there any more. But the throne of God and of the Lamb will be in it, and his servants will worship him; they will see his face, and his name will be on their foreheads. And there will be no more night; they need no light of lamp or sun, for the Lord God will be their light, and they will reign for ever and ever.


Think of what we already have…rivers, water that brings life, trees that produce fruit, leaves, healing and God as our light. But when we hear of the water of life flowing down main street we think, not yet, seeing God’s face – not yet, no more night – not yet…
But let us look at the second verse a little closer:


On either side of the river is the tree of life* with its twelve kinds of fruit, producing its fruit each month; and the leaves of the tree are for the healing of the nations.


There is much in this one line for us to explore. First of all the tree…when we often think of the tree of life we see one tree, the tree of life, but we read in this text that the tree of life is on either side of the river which tells me it is not only one tree…just like the largest gatherings of trees out here in Eastern Colorado are all lining the river, so too it seems the trees of life stand on the edge of this beautiful river. The trees stand together, they are different but connected, by the water source, by roots and by their very nature.


For the last few weeks you have seen this image – this tree of life – our tree of life. As we, First Christian Church, stand on the edge of the river we are one of many trees, standing tall…and the leaves of the tree (as the text tells us) are for the healing of the nations.
Our leaves look a bit different than those on the trees outside. These leaves are our hands – big hands and small hands – serve as the leaves…that when placed on the tree of life are for the healing of the nations.


I thought this was an odd illustration to be found in Revelation because while some leaves do have healing properties, this is not always true. Leaves are something we most often take for granted. Sure we have noticed them lately as we rake them into large piles and they continue to blow around our yards…but I went exploring into what this verse could mean and how it could impact us today. Last week we learned the science of clouds, this week it is leaves.


Here is a picture of the work of leaves:
*It’s in the leaves that photosynthesis takes place. Photosynthesis is the process by which the tree is able to use light (“photo”) energy to make (“synthesis”) food for the tree in the form of carbohydrates. The leaves work as little factories that separate oxygen and carbon from the sun, water and the air in order to give the tree what it needs to grow. What surprised me the most as I had my science lesson this week was in the way we look at the relationship between leaves and trees. I had always thought that beautiful trees grow leaves, but in fact the leaves are so important that they grow the tree. The leaves create food for the tree and store up enough food to last through winter to allow the tree to live, grow, thrive…
Already – not yet


So now let us look again at our image…and hear our scripture…the leaves of the tree are for the healing of the nations. Putting this in context…in this last verse of our Bible, as John is painting the picture of how the world should be, how the world will be when God is at the center…and we see that the power to move into the not yet…already exists…in our hands.
Our hands are for the healing of the nations!


In this perfect picture of our world each one of us has a responsibility to care and to share and to heal and to love and to share: To use our hands not only for our own care and well-being, not only for our own family, for our own church, for our own community, our own country…but for the healing of all the nations. Now when we hear something like that, something big and beautiful and yet abstract we say…I can’t, I don’t have the time, I don’t have enough money, I don’t have the energy. And that is right. No one of us has the time or the money or the energy or the drive to heal the nations, to feed the hungry, to run this church – and we are not asked too…it is not for the one tree…but for the leaves working together each one to grow the tree to heal the world.


Think about this if 100 of us would increase our giving of just $24 a week for the rest of this year, for the next 7 weeks we could make up for the $16,000 deficit.
When we take seriously the work of each leaf to grow the tree anything is possible!
And I’m not just talking about money. Stewardship is about working carefully, intentionally and generously with all that God has given us…time, talents, passion, and energy…we must be good stewards of it all. A church with all the money in the world but no one to sing, no one to learn or lead or pray or play is like a tree with no branches or leaves with no tree…it just doesn’t work.
*On either side of the river is the tree of life with its twelve kinds of fruit, producing its fruit each month; and the leaves of the tree are for the healing of the nations.

We have talked about the tree and the leaves but let us pause in the middle…and think about the fruit. The tree of life produces twelve kinds of fruit, producing its fruit each month…is this one of those “not yet” things? I am not so sure. The tree of life meets our needs as our needs exist – it sounds to me a lot like manna. Remember with me the story of the Exodus as Moses and the Israelites fled Egypt and entered into the wilderness. They had no food and were very afraid, but God gave them manna, bread from heaven but it came with specific instructions…we read in Exodus 16:


This is what the Lord has commanded: “Gather as much of it as each of you needs, an omer to a person according to the number of persons, all providing for those in their own tents.” ’ The Israelites did so, some gathering more, some less. But when they measured it with an omer, those who gathered much had nothing over, and those who gathered little had no shortage; they gathered as much as each of them needed.

What is amazing about the manna that is echoed in today’s scripture from Revelation is that God gives us what we need for today. Just as there was enough manna for everyone to have their share, the tree of life grows 12 kinds of fruit, one for every month, so it is sustained, there is always enough and a promise of—as we say each week in our prayer, “daily bread.”
Now let us hold this verse together as one…the tree of life – our church
The leaves – our hands – for the healing of the nations
And twelve kinds of fruit producing for each month


Take a moment to look at your hands. What have they done in this world, who have they touched, how have they worked, what strength do you have in your hands…how has the work of your hands grown your children or the grown a garden or a tree or the church…how have your hands healed a child or healed a nation…?
Reflect on the already…what have your hands done already in service to God in this world…how have you fed the tree of life?


And now again looking at your hands…imagine the not yet…what is there still for your hands to do, for God has work for all of our hands: Fruit for us to produce each month. As long as we live we are called to create and synthesize just like the leaves of a tree. Our hands are gifts from God so that we may bring gifts to God…by reaching out, write notes, play the piano, dial the telephone, hold another hand in prayer, cook and bake, rake leaves, turn the pages of your Bible, offer communion to others, feed the hungry and write your checks each week and your commitment for 2010 – all the work of our hands bring healing to the nations and grow the tree of life. We have done so much together…but there is so much more to do Amen.


-Rev. Selena A. Wright